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Showing posts with label Love Story. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love Story. Show all posts

BEKU??

Ape yg beku? daging sejuk bekukah? haha..idok le.. Im talking bout my feel..my heart..n my thoughts..

Xtao nk ckp cmner.. Maybe dah tersurat kot.. Aku... Serius xtao nk fikir ape lg.. Biala.. Ape org nk ckp pon.. Hati aku ttp satu.. Pd Dia dan dia... Instead of my family la kan.. Not only focus on him.. But, in love story.. It's only him.. I dunno.. But deeply I can say is, not wif othaz before.. But he truly change me. Aku x pnah nak sesetia mcm nie.. Aku sedih sgt bila kisah lame terungkit kmbali, it makes me loss him.. N actually loss myself too.. Im loss 2 no where.. Perasaan aku..everything.. Loss away..

Mmg org bole ckp, SABAR... Akan ade org lain yg lebih sesuai... But not 2 me. I dunno.. Bkn nak menafikan but biasala kan.. Bila hati da sayang sgt2.. Then it makes me close all those things.. Aku xnk org lain da.. Xtao smpai bile aku bole hold diz thing kan.. Juz let times yg tentukan segalanya.. Aku xtao da berapa kali air mate aku jato stiap kali fikirkan ap yg da terjadik.. Bile aku fikirkan yg he's not mine anymore.. Bile fikirkan yg pasaan die kt aku da brubah.. Bile fikirkan yg bole ke ktorang kembali mcm dulu..? ntah la wei.. smpai naik beku da ati n perasaan aku nie..

Aku xtao nk ckp ape dkt kwn2 pasal kami... Dah break ke? perkataan 2 je da cukup mengguris hati aku smpai aku fikir, better diam je kot.. Lame2 t dowang tao la sndiri.. N dun ask why coz aku x larat nak nanges bile stiap kali aku kne bgtao kt dorang keadaan kami nie.. Puas aku tahan, but still, those tears tros je meleleh...even x ckp..bile terfikir pon..

Skang nie yg aku fkir, mungkin akan ade peluangkah utk aku dlm ati n idop die????

"U..sorry 4 everything.. I da x mmpu nk syg org len.. I syg u n cinta u sgt2.. I x pkse U utk trime I but at da same time I dunno why it's hard 4 me 2 let u go..Bia la I sorang je cmnie.. N I xde niat nk wat u rse bsala or anything.. Pliz dun.. Coz I akan sedih coz xmmpu nk wat org yg I syg n love moz happy dlm idop die.. I redha je la.. Sorry again coz byk susahkan u..n thnx sgt 4 those memories btween us yg akn I ingat smpai bile2..4 sure..my heart belongs 2 u..n I akn try hard 2 be ur friend..d best as I can.."

Bkn maksud nk heboh...but still kt sini je aku nk luahkan everything...ati aku da beku 4 someone else..dats it..

 

Follow Your Heart...


Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a Single soul. Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset.


One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor cringe. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her.


When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered.
The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so up set . He knew it was his fault she killed her self. And now he could never tell her how he really felt.


The lesson of this story is: Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart.