Rase cam x cukup baik lg 4 him...
Rase cam ntah...kdg2 aku nie ke yg terlalu fussy??
Rase cam... aku ke yg nk everythings look perfect?
Rase cam... kenape die like2 xley nak trime diri aku seadenye?
Dunno how many 'rase cam' dlm diri aku nie pon still xley ubah rasa nie kt die...
Even he keep asking me 2 do that thing...this thing...even 4 sumthing which is a bit difficult 4 me 2 do it, d 'rasa' is still in there 4 him...
Even sumtimes he kept saying sumthings dat hurted me, d 'rasa' is still there juz 4 him..
Even he promise me 2 xnk wat aku nangis2 but still.... D 'rasa' is still there only 4 him..
Yes, it is! I still love him...n its getting deeper!
I know I'm not good enough 4 him but still I try my best 2 make him happy wif me..
Aku xnk ktowang berpisah lg.. Damn! It do really hurts me so much!
No! I do not want it 2 happen again!
But still aku nie juz manusie biase...x lpas dr sala n silap...
Kdg2 skt ati simpan je dlm ati...pendam je...even I promised him 2 not...sorry...my habit..
Kdg2 fikirkan setiap salah aku smpai stress2 watkan aku rase cam nk give up pon ade...but then I realised! Inilah dugaan owg bercinte...xkan bwu jentik sket da give up kan...
Neway, aku trime je sume salah aku...n mmg pon salah aku..(even confused sumtimes...)
Well...yeah! I still not good enaough 4 him...admit dat...
Mule terase yg aku nie x cukup layak 4 him...
Dunno why.... But when diz thing terlintas kt kepale otak aku nie, hati aku nie bgaikan dihiris2...gosh!
Distance..... I hate it!
Dugaan Nia... Accept it... Be strong girl!
Sedangkan lidah lg tergigit...
Moz important is.... Trust.. Faithful.. Jujur.. n unstoppable love...
Then I'll be okay...
Im not leaving him til one day he decide 2 leave me... Juz dat... 4 sure..
Even I know dat I still not good enough 4 him...
LoveYouHazlan....
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